so much indifference, so little time. accidental double-dosing does it again. it’s necessary and I’m chilled out to a point I didn’t think was possible. what if I dropped out of school? did some music or something. traveled and spoke to people, did things differently than my first time around. I just think I might. blaming my continued awareness my growing consciousness. essentially my education.  it’s just not worth it, is it? wasting my days cooped up in classes with peers who aren’t happy to be there either. memorizing. line after line. MLA? really? wasteful.