April 2009
“You can’t make someone want you — and if you do.. well you probably don’t want that anyway”
Because every morning I wake up feeling strong, and go to bed defeated.
I can find words from somewhere, said by someone - who went through a similiar situation.
Someone who held on, and had it pay off. Someone who let go - and found it better. Someone who messed up, and regretted it.
every scene was a sign, we made out through their...
Guess what I’m done, writing your book.
Then ending got twisted around,
But for all of the hell that it took..
The electrical wires — they hang from the walls of the room that I rent now..
Without you I’ve got friends who,
{la la la lie]
Will help me pull through.
[la la la lie, la la la lie..]
patience
patience
patience
patience
patience
kari-shma:
Third Eye Blind “Jumper” (live)
I love it when both my Polski’s come say hello to me while I’m all tucked into my bed.
Oohh what is this life?
“Trust is a fragile thing. Once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom. But...”
– Mary Alice (Desperate Housewives) (via hey-insomia) (via hit-or-miss)
copycats:
My Doorbell by Jack Johnson originally...
remix that'll make ya head swell
2 weeks of not eating properly has started to take its toll on me. I feel weak. I want to sleep all day. There’s a constant pain in my stomach, that I confuse for sickness.
Went out last night. I’m going to try and remember what I drank….
2 glass wine
2 shot sambuca
2 WKD
4 shot sambuca
1 stella
1 shot sambuca
That’s in order by time of drink.
Please keep in mind...
Fuck you and everything you stand for.
“I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom...”
– Anais Nin (via betterthanfine) (via starsmending) (via howtofightloneliness) (via merricat) (via expose)
Ahh, my downfall..
“In the best possible way, you have absolutely wrecked me, because you see, I...”
– Dawson’s Creek (via littlemiss) (via shany) (via pieces)
I’m ready to do it - to move.
I’m over the feeling of giving up. It’s not what I’m doing.
I’m moving on.
I won’t move on from the people that I’ve met here - I could never do that. But I need to move on from this place, and this lifestyle.
I need to get myself out there and progress.
I’ve grown a lot in these 2 years. I’ve...
Tell me not to go.
point-of-extinction:
enamour:crushes:
Dear Self,
You’re going to be fine.
Sure you’re a little moody, and a little crazy, and a little unsure of everything you want. (Being honest, who isn’t?) But you’re fine.
The answers will come. You will understand what you’re supposed to be doing. You’ll find someone to love. And you’ll figure it out eventually.
You will, and you know it.
In the...
Uhh
I woke up without a shirt on, and I vaguely remember hearing these odd buzzing noises coming from outside my window before I fell asleep.
Alien invasion?
but I have to
Out of 11 rounds of Call of Duty 4
I beat Wojtek once.
I think that’s pretty impressive considering I’ve never played before!
I am knackered.
I was thinking earlier — I haven’t had a break from working since November. No more than 4 days off in a row. Actually, come to think of it — in all those spans of days off, I was still working at Frankie and...
I worry that we won't ever be ready for each other...
(via 52hearts)
“You’ll be the heartbreak that I’m dying to meet,
And I’ll be the headache that...”
– Shane Anderson (via loveishere)
across the water
I am so tired.
What a prompt.
thresca:
Breathe (Taylor Swift feat. Colbie...
ender will save us all
I wish everyday felt nice.
There are a lot of wrong things about today. I can’t blame the day for that though, it hasn’t been bad. Generally the past week or so has been upsetting.
We were going to have a BBQ but idiot landlord locked the garage and took the key, which would have been good to access considering that’s where we keep the grill. Hmph. So it goes.
I don’t...
When the rain is blowing in your face and the whole world is on your case I could offer you a warm embrace to make you feel my love When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one there to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years to make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet but I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met No...
“I try to talk to you, but I don’t know what to say. I am afraid you don’t want...”
– Anonymous (via hit-or-miss) (via shegoesbam) (via ilovehateyou) (via stilltime)
“Letting go doesn’t mean we don’t care. Letting go doesn’t mean we shut down....”
– Melody Beattie (via lovebot) (via regret) (via apologies)
“No one will ever love you as much as I do. Why isn’t love enough?”
– (via movieoftheweek) (via isafreire) (via imsawwft) (via apologies)
apologies:
Dashboard Confessional - Even Now...
“My fault, my failure, is not in the passions I have, but in my lack of control...”
– Jack Kerouac (via thresca)
“You’d have to want to be crushed, buried alive. Because that’s what real love...”
– Peter Craig (via apologies) (via cloveraya)
10 Principles to the Zen of Attraction
constellation:
bebelestrange:matiasjajaja:pancho:
alanajoy:
Promise Nothing Just do what you most enjoy doing. Hidden benefit: You will always over-deliver.
Offer Nothing Just share what you have with those who express an interest in it. Hidden benefit: Takes the pressure off of wanting other people to see you as valuable or important.
Expect Nothing Just enjoy what you already...
lovehopehate:
grace-notes:
loveishere:
...
turning snakes into the sea
I want to escape.
I wish I was in a position to just drop off the face of the earth for a few days.
I just begged Asia to tell me how she got over Wojtek. She wasn’t of much help.
She was with the guy for 5 years, they lived together — depended on each other for everything.. then she left him. They still live together, sleep in the same bed, split the cost of everything & work...
Should I stay or should I go?
Should I write or should I play?
Should I teach or should I nurse?
“At the time, my life just seemed too complete, and maybe we have to break...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via littlemiss) (via thresca)
My french-onion soup failed on me. All I want is some proper comfort food like kebab but all I have are feeking pickles and greek yoghurt.
“Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it’s...”
– Erica Jong (via thresca) (via quote-book)
A little off, but I’ll take this one for what it’s worth.
“Some things are hard to write about. After something happens to you, you go to...”
– Sylvia Plath (via outandabout) (via enamour) (via 52hearts)